Saturday, June 28, 2008
I don't know what's the matter with me lately but I just can't get myself motivated to get moving. I absolutely hate to exercise, unless it's taking my walk outside which I can't do now because it's too darn hot. Walking the treadmill I just can't get myself to do. Am I just plain lazy or what, or do I just not care any more and I'm tired of watching what I eat. I'd like to just eat whatever I want to eat, but no, I've got to eat healthy. I'm sick of trying to eat healthy, when everything I love isn't healthy. As you can see I've been having a few bad days and I've talked it out with Terry and Patti too. They both listened and are trying to help me. I also absolutely hate cooking and even the planning of a meal, so Terry is going to write out some meals so I don't have to plan the dinner. They both think we should join the YMCA but I don't want to. I don't want to have go some place to exercise, but I'm thinking about it. I hope you don't mind me dumping this on you, but I need to dump it on someone and I don't have anyone else. You are my friends and for some reason I am feeling very lost and alone lately.